This Christmas ended with a strange realization. I don’t feel as well connected to my parents as I used to. We don’t get along as well and while we would do anything for each other, it feels more like obligation then actual love. I realized this as I laughed and partied with my cousins. I enjoyed myself more with my cousins then I have with my parents in a long time. I thought more about my friends in San Jose with loving memories then my parents. I figured out this is why I’ve been having so much trouble with my parents. We have both been forcing a loving relationship that we’re supposed to have. But I think it’s time to stop trying so hard and just let it sail where it will. I think that will work out.

Anywho, Merry After Christmas too all. I hope ya’ll had a great Christmas night filled with laughed, drink, and merriness. See you around.

-Marcus

 

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